boulevard of broken dreams...just broken...

2007-07-13T06:03:00.000-07:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

I still cry every night
and i cry pathetically when i listen to this song....
I look at it as if it is myself,
my love ones
my loved once
and her.

haha girlfriend chinese version LOL

2007-04-30T23:42:00.001-07:00

2007-04-22T17:38:00.001-07:00

This is for ruiqi-----------
Dare to be a Daniel
Dare to stand alone.
Dare to have a purpose firm
Dare to make it known…

Hahas omg I’m actually paying attention during science. XD I’m actually filling up the worksheet and listening. Wow. Wow. And today I woke up with a bad hair day. Sian. But now it’s alright la. Thankfully :)

Azalea: “WHY DO WE NEED TO STUDY DIGESTION NOW?!”
Azalea (again): “DO YOU KNOW THE IB PEOPLE IN ACS(I) ONLY STUDY IT IN THE LAST YEARS?!”
Azalea (and again): “AND OUR TEXTBOOK DON’T EVEN TEACH! WHY DON’T WE USE ‘O’ LEVEL TEXTBOOK?!”
Others: yeah…
Azalea: “MY SISTER USES AN ‘O’ LEVEL TEXTBOOK!” … “AND SHE’S SEC 1!”
YEE SHAN: “YAH! MY SISTER USE ‘O’ LEVEL TEXTBOOK THIS YEAR ORLSO.” …………………….. “and she is ‘O’ Level this year.
The class: “HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

2007-04-15T23:12:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-15T23:02:00.000-07:00

14 today!!!
no one actually got me prezzies. but...Jovina remebered my birthday, Christopher, Ruiqi...that's about it. Hahas. My parents only brought me to pierce ears. Hahas. Nvm. I'm contented (",)
well...i'm gonna buy my own presents then!

2007-04-15T22:48:00.000-07:00

i pierced my ears!!!
HAHA
so fun. it was a funny feeling. little pain only lar. wah when they pour alcohol over it right after they finish "puncturing" my ear, quite pain. it was stinging. then the sound of the "puncturing" was seriously like a stapler stapling a stack of paper. hahas. my bro freaked out. totally. hahas. we went to Goldheart to get it done for my birthday. Yay! hahas. $35. includes the stud too. now my right ear doesn't hurt. But my left ear quite pain. Hahas. Yay today going Tiong too. so happy. i seriously need some retail therapy now. life's gonna be quite distressing for the next 2 months or so. No not the exams. I'm ok with it lar. Hmm. Shall start shopping for my first few pairs of earrings. Today. Right. Hahas! I still feel quite weird now with ear studs. not used hahas. So sad i have to wait 4-6 weeks before i can change to another pair of earings. whoots! hahas.

2007-04-12T23:53:00.000-07:00

hey hey!!! ahhhh i'm soooo sorry for not posting...no time! very busy lately! well it's Friday the 13th...ooooooh freaky...hahas joking. hmm. currently listening to Pop Princess by Click Five. Addicted to it. hahas. Just got the news that our learning journey project can be passed up next week instead! Yaaaaaayyyy!!! hahas! I'm sooooooo glad that there's CrezAwards tonight! Hahas. 3 former Singapore Idol galz are coming as guest stars! and 3 of my classmates are competing too! yaaay! Almost alll of my classmates are going and we're gonna rock out tonight! whoooooo! hahas! we'll scream and cheer and just freak out and let it go hahas. Argh...weekend homework...Yimei just mentioned it. =.=" well at least i'm going YF tmr nite and i'm gonna sleep in tmr while my bro wakes up for abacus class hahas. okie. oh crap it's 3pm soon and I have to go soon for class. :( okie from now onwards i'll update more. yay. okie. hahas i have more than one blog to update tho... yupps now. oh and i love friendster! yapyap. that was random. and outside there's a deep puddle! go and play there already...bye byeeeeeeee!!!

2007-02-20T19:20:00.000-08:00

2007-02-20T19:16:00.000-08:00

I FAILED MY HISTORY COMMON TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh great now my dad is going to TAKE AWAY MY HANPHONE. And my TABLET. And I won’t be allowed to access the Internet. Probably no TV for me too. This morning as I was on my way to school in my dad’s car, he told me that my tablet and handphone is at stake. Argh. I already failed my English common test and Maths class test. Today I failed my history common test. F9. seriously. So now I can’t SMS infront of them. If not then my handphone is at a larger stake. Ok. If some of you SMS me and I don’t reply or take uper long to reply, please please FORGIVE MEEEEE??? Pretty please? Hahas. Now I have to think about what to say to my parents and make the most of the internet, tablet and handphone while I still have it. Toodles.

2007-02-20T19:15:00.000-08:00

On the first day of CNY, I went to church. I wanted to wear this grey top I bought from F.O.S but then my mom didn't allow me. She said that I shouldn't wear such dull colours. So I changed into this white top. It was ok. Anyway, we were sortta late for church. Partly because my bro wanted his long sleeved top to be stiched because it's too long. Can't he tell that to my mom the night before?! During Young Teens, the preacher was quite monotonous. Then everyone was stone. Oh yeah! Then I didn't arrange the chairs before Young Teens!!! Ahhhhh!!! Sorry sorry Young Teenies! Hahas what a weird way to call the people who goes to Young Teens! Hahas. Anyway only 10 people came. 1 sec 2 boy as usual. Vincent you must come more often! Now loh loh also rarely come. I think he do PA. and next week Ryan not coming cuz Young Teens got quiz. Sigh. He should come young teens although there’s quiz. We do it all for God, not for man. Ok. Up to him lo. Then there was no discussion class. So Andrea and I and some other people went to JW room to put the songbooks back. J Hahas my dad was inside teaching then he said: “…see those gor gor and jie jie at the back? That one is Hannah, that one is Andrea. They were from JW like you all now last time you know? Next time you all will also go up to Young Teens like where they are right now.” Hahas! Then Andrea and I politely waved. Or wove. Is that a word? Ok see I told you I failed my EL common test. Sigh. Hahas. Yepps that’s kindda what happened in church. Hahas oh yeah! I saw this guy who I had a lil crush on. Too bad I didn’t wish him Happy CNY. Lol. Hmm…the rest was as usual. Friendless ol’ me. Isolated. Hang out with my maid and get to know more erm…maids.

2007-02-19T20:54:00.000-08:00

ello everybody!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hahas! yay today i'm going to watch Just Follow Law at Jurong Point! hahas! Christ said that it was really funny so i'm really looking forward to it. ^.^ hahas. oh yes. shall tell you about my CNY encounters.
Reunion dinner was sooo delicious! After we gave thanks, I attacked the abalone first! Hahas! it was New Moon brand. Very nice! hahasss. I ate alot that night. And the prawn my Grandma cooked was yummy too. I ate alot too. At the same time, the TV was on. (It always is.) We were watching "Something's Gotta Give". Then there was this part where the 50 plus year old boyfriend of this 31 year old(i think) girl had a heart attack. Then after the treatment and operation, the doctor cam up to the girl and said: "Your dad's gonna be fine." Then the girl said: "He's not my dad." And the doctor replied: "Oh. Your Grandpa's gonna be fine." Then I can't remember what she said but I think she told the doctor that he was her bofriend. ewwwww. can you imagine having a middle aged lover of yours having a heart attack and then telling a handsome Keanu Reeves that the guy's your boyfriend?!!! hahas! So funny. ok. perhaps that was lame. When everyone left the table and sat the couch, I found myself being a "Shan Liang De La Ji Tong." Meaning, I was I good rubbish bin that doesn't waste food. I think that's the meaning. Yeah. Eh...my chinese only B4 lehh... Hahas. Then it was AngBao time!!! hahas. So nice to collect angbaos. And then dreaming of the shopping spree at Fox. Ahhhhhhh I love shopping at Fox!

2007-02-02T05:57:00.000-08:00

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2007-02-02T05:56:00.000-08:00

Fall sometimes I fall so fast…when I hit that bottom crash, you’re all I have…

Wah…today rush like siao ah. Last night stayed up till 12 am plus just to complete homework and do project. To date, I have 5 projects!!! Today one of them is due. Actually 2. well I could not manage to do the 2nd one. Then everyone rushed like siao cuz today we had Literature test. And we had very little study for it cuz we were also rushing all the projects. Sian. At least tomorrow I’ll be watching a softball match! Hahas. That will be fun and exciting. I love watching matches. Whether it be basketball, swimming, soccer!!! or softball…I love the atmosphere. I used to stay back in school when I was in primary 6 to cheer for Raffles or Kheng Cheng or I-can’t-remember-what-name. Everybody was on their feet. Raffles was always on the go and dribbled around like a pro. Raffles was e best! BEST! Whoo! I remembered when so many packed the entire gallery above the hall to watch the match. And with each and every ball Raffles shot in, the whole hall SHOOKED. Soccer’s not bad but I prefer the Singapore Lions and LIVERPOOL matches

2007-01-27T06:38:00.001-08:00

Hahas i dunno what's wrong with my tablet now. feel very blur leh. like...i feel so disoriented. Then i went onto theinternet and tried to go to blog's tagboard. Nothing happened. As in the page couldn't be shown. Sigh. So I'm watchingPrincess Hours with my friend now. Aiya i know it's an old show la. But sometimes it sortta applies to me. Hahas. OH YES!Did i forget to mention that i got my tablet back today? I went to the TA office, they asked me what my name was. So iwas like, "Hannah". Then Miss Koh said. "Eh! Neopets got one game called Hannah and the Ice Caves right!" then i was like...err...yeah. After that she said that i just came outta the Ice Cave. =.=" Yesterday something happened. And suddenly i wished that it hadnot happened. No nothing bad happen to me la. But still...Let me not be fooledany longer. It must all have been a lie. One big lie. I can't do anything. I won't run away from it. I'll face it the way a girl of strength faces it.
That was yesterday. Hahas. softball's just over and I'm at home now. Yesterday I forgot to retrieve my slacks from e electroniclocker. Thankfully Mr Ho was in school today so I could get him to open the class door so I can retrieve my slacky slacks.Thank you Mr Ho! Hahahahahhaahhahahahaha. He3:41 PM 1/27/2007's very helpful just that it's sad that my class doesn't give the respect lor.It's really unfair to him considering all the things he's done for us and stuff. Ok. So as usual, he did not on the classlights. Instead he used his little light. It looks like a laser light but it's just a normal little small small torch.I mean, he cannot go and on the light meh?? Hahas he told us that he thought that the light was very cute. 3:41 PM 1/27/2007

2007-01-27T06:38:00.000-08:00

26 January 2007 sometime at night...
What a sweet reunion it is with my tablet. Hahas.Argh but i just don't like the thought that I have to sleep earlyand wake up early tomorrow for softball training. Oh yeah. Today was quite...weird. Weird ina sense that I was laughing andlaughing but it was like i was on the verge of tears. I have no idea why bot it felt like i was going to cry. Argh i'm not gonnato follow my friends' advice about going to see chool conuselor about my probs. I don't want to, i guess. Even if it does meany good. Sigh. Oh dear. My batt's running low. Will charge first. ok anyway. tomorrow's a Saturday. And i don't like Saturdaysfor one big reason, which, I'm not going to mention at all. Hahas. Nope it's not about tuition so don't ty to guess. The answermight be quite shocking. So much has happened. And i do not know how to react to things now.And yeaterday i felt so stupid. I felt like turning my handphone off until it's really needed. And i will only receive msgesand calls from my parents and teachers. Whatever. And now my phone has gone bonkers. Many of the msges i receive has put thesender's name as /////// ///. I did not use - or + so as to avoid confusion. But it's not +++. I dunno if it's --- anyway.Aiya my phone is getting old. About 12 months old already. Hahas. Anyway I really really wanna know who --- is. If onlyhim/her/it could tell me. Ok. I'm getting sleepy so i'll end off with a poem that's not really a poem which my very closefriend wrote.
It's so difficult toTell that someone specialyour feeling for him.You are afraid of rejection and humiliation.if only those two words never existed.And the world would be a much happier placeIf only Shane* did not reject me.If only it was possible to be together.If only...he did not already have another girlIn his heart, once emptyFOR ME AND ME ALONE.Yes. I stood a chance.He did have feelings for me, too.But somehow, things did not go as planned.And someone better came alongAnd that was it.

2007-01-27T06:32:00.000-08:00

On the 23rd of Jan, we were dismissed early for lunch at 12.45pm to have our lunch. At the same time, the owners of the TabletPC had to gather for a talk about their Tablet PC situation. We thought our tablets were fixed and ready for collection. Butin the end they said that they would have to reformat out tablets. So sad...very xin tong can...but at least my tablet wouldbe cleared of the virus. Ok let's get on with the main point of the story. The real deal is that we are all going on an excursionto HDB hub and Tampines MRT station. We had to study the HDB stuff. Too bad that we were not allowed to snap photos in the HDBgallery but Ming En, myself and some other people took nice nice pictures together and I hope to post it once it's downloaded.Yayyyy. At Tampines MRT station, Ming En and I shopped around! Hahas. Cuz we had 20 minutes of free time. Own time, own target.

2007-01-07T05:40:00.000-08:00

It’s 9am now. 5/1/06
One of my New Year Resolutions is to update my blog at least once every 2 days. Hahas. So I’m gonna start that now. Hahas. I just thought of a riddle. Dumb love sick riddle. Wakaka. Later then I post it. Wah. Love sick ah? Actually wads the real meaning ah? Just use it for fun. Hahas. AHH… 30mins more to recess! Yay. Haha I just realised only the tagboard in yf blog is alive la. What happen? Heehee. I’ll link it too. Wah I very leh. But still must link. Kekeke. Sigh. I feel worried. Dunno why. Someone’s not feeling very well. I dunno who also. But just got feeling ah. Dun die! Hahas. Oh crap. I left my keys and ez-link card at home!!! Ahh……..my books all in my desk leh! After Ms Loo scold me…like that how? Sigh… I’m very hungry now. Have not been eating well for the past week, since school reopened. I have been skipping lunch. Not that I want to lose weight la but I just have no appetite and no time to eat. Have been very busy lately. Have been having gastric too. Like now. Have been sleeping a tad later than 12 these past few days since school reopened. Very tired. Only about 6 hours of sleep. I’m gonna fall sick soon if I don’t start trying to have enough rest and drink lotsa water. Oh now is show and tell! Well, not really show la. But we can talk about an article or about our holidays. I talked about Jr Camp and YF camp! Hahas! And we had to talk in Chinese. Thankfully, they let us use a BIT of English. But, I used quite a lot. Heh heh heh. Cannot help it la. Omg there was this girl who didn’t want to talk about anything. So she started singing 3 blind mice. In Chinese. Err…yeah.

haha Lang Man Shou Ji

2007-01-02T21:50:00.000-08:00

tell me what the real meaning of this is

2007-01-02T19:42:00.000-08:00

浪漫手機…lang man shou ji

see that link up there? Go there and type in lang man shou ji

^_^

2007-01-02T19:31:00.000-08:00

The Sec Ones seem so dao. It’s like, when you compliment them or try to chat with them, they just dao you or stare back. If not, they’ll look at you with THAT kindda look. They seem mean. Oh! If any one knows what Commonwealth Sec School’s cut off point is, please tell meeee! Thanks!

2007-01-02T19:29:00.000-08:00

My Sec 2 life so far…
It’s 10:51 --------- Jan032007
I’m gonna make a movie on WMM…maybe not. See my mood first. Mood check for the morning: I’m currently emotionless but I was high just now. Heh. I’m seriously emotionless now. And I dunno why. Currently listening to Jay Chou’s Ting Ma Ma De Hua. Very nice…but I find myself starting to be sad now. Especially when I just fininshed listening to Qian Li Zhi Wai. Oh great. It’s Tui Hou now. Here’s a sadder Hannah. Dun blame me but Jay Chou’s songs make me sad. I even cried when I listened to one of his songs. Hahas. I’m emo. Yay Ming En’s joined me to blog! Hahas. Wait. Actually all of Jay Chou’s songs are sad. I mean, that’s just my opinion. Even one of his happier song seemed rather saddish. Hahas. Now is Kai Bu Liao Kou. See how slow I type. I do a lot of thinking, I guess. Oh guess how poor thing I can be. Liquid paper spilled on me yesterday. Omg. People in my class are crowding around dunno who to ‘chope’ mortals. She has the name list. So people want to find a nice nice names. Hahs. How come they so kiasu over this kind o stuff? No need to chope one what…can take whatever names de ma. Eh hello, 1 mortal can have 1000 angels. Bah. Ooh it’s Qing Tian right now. It’s the first Jay song I memorised by the way. This reminds me of stuffs. I just went to the back of my class to choose a mortal. Name’s Phang something Harriet. I have no idea why I chose that. Wait. I think I want to change. Okay. Back. I chose this girl...name’s Cheryl. Register number 20, I think. Argh Amanda Leong Qi Qi took the one I wanted. I wanted number 13! Argh. My register number. Oh I just found out that I am still vice-chairman of my class...another long year:)

2006-12-14T02:45:00.000-08:00

It’s kindda sad when things don’t turn out perfect…the way you wanna be. You’re wondering if you’d ever experience the presence again. The presence… calm and collected. Yet so complicated. It’s the simple things in life that’s beautiful. Simple, simple ones. Short-lived or long-lived…it’s the seconds that counts. Everyone of them. ‘Cause they might not happen again.

Patience is spice, and rewarding. The best reward comes with patience.

Does absence make the heart really grow fonder? Well, it’s a question that you would ponder. It’s a journey. And it hurts. Deep inside, a feeling strong, emptiness. And then you reminisce the special times. Frown. Sink. You’re getting impatient. But at the same time, you’re afraid you might not be able to look…deep in the eyes…of that special someone again.

i'm bak!

2006-12-14T02:43:00.000-08:00

Below are some of my other posts which I just updated. :D hello! I’m FINALLY BACK. You know why I have not been updating for quite some time? Cuz…er…haha cannot say. Sorry! It’s personal! Hahahaha…oh yes! I have officially survived 3 consecutive camps in 2 weeks! Cool! Haha. The best was YF Camp (duh). On the last night, there was this tradition where there was no “Lights Out”. So I stayed up all night. Uh besides my 1 hour plus of sleep. I fell asleep when I was watching some documentary about the 12 disciples. So boring… *yawn* then I fell asleep. On my pillow. Thankfully, I had my pillow with me. Then when the documentary was over, the funniest thing happened. I vaguely recalled some people trying to wake me up. I could sense movements and hear them. But I donno why I just continued sleeping. Oh my goodness ah! Like, so embarrassing!!! Argh. Wah best thing when I muttered “let me stone first”. Haha! I think I said that to Dominic or something, I can’t remember. Hmm. Then I giggled to myself cuz I couldn’t believe I said that. Then I felt super uper cold. I kept “vibrating”. Then when I went outta the room I still was on “vibration” mode. I think I cannot take cold temperature. In the end I wore like, 3 or 4 jackets/sweaters. But the whole thing was very fun until Shawn broke into my phone and like, scanned through it. I was, I have to admit it, irritated and buay song cause…I just didn’t like people (especially Shawn) to scan through my phone. So…irritating. Yes. That’s the word. Hmph. Still buay song with him. Oh oh oh! I know why I’m angry with Shawn already! Finally! I just remembered! Haha. I tend to forget things rather easily. Yeah. So I went out of the room, more like stormed out of the room. I wasn’t feeling very angry and definitely did not fa xiao jie de pi qi. It was a different, mixed feeling, la. In the end I went back to the room to get my stuffs and bring it back to the dorm. Afterwards, I went downstairs to the fellowship hall. To eat. Cuz I was hungry. And Dominic and I found Chi Sin sleeping on the small table outside his dorm. It was soooooo funny I tell you. Then we woke him up and asked him why he was out there. Then he was like, “oh inside very cold.” uhh. Yeah. He was totally blur and stuffs. And spoke in a very funny way. Anyways, so I went to munch munch on biscuits. Soon Zheqian came down with my phone and returned it to me. Then Kok Yao started joining our conversation too. Then…I think Shawn came down too. And I totally dao-ed him. It’s not that I held any big grudge on him but I was just, I donno, I just felt like starting a cold-war with him. Hmm. Yeah.

novemperr

2006-11-08T05:59:00.000-08:00

Yaye..then Sad...

2006-11-01T06:53:00.000-08:00

Ello you peeps out there! Haiz…I’m really sorry about having to make you all wait and wait till I get my posts up…so…right now, I’m doing this on Microsoft Word. T.T sad sad. I do not even know when I get to use the Internet again!!! Again, that makes me shadder. Hahas. I miss going on MSN and checking mah tagboard to get “mesmerised” with the ridiculous tags. BUTT I miss MSN the most kaes! Yess!!! The reason to those I’ve told will go “Duh’uh” LOL. Yeah wad! Not that I’m THAT boy-crazy… Oops! MAJOR hint there… I just hope THAT person don’t go “HMM….” Well. I shall stop there and then lest SOME people go and complain “Eh…say already just finish lor! Don’t like that lar!” Hmph. It IS irritating but I know where I go wrong larhx. XD… Oh baddy goodness…why must the word “Westmall” and “Bukit Batok” come into my miiiindddd?!!!!!! Arghs. What’s gotten into me todaee??? Westmall’s in Bukit Batok anyways. Hey do you know Bukit Batok is an interesting place? You ask me why I also dunno. It just SEEMS interesting. Hahas. I feel diao-ish today though. ARGH!!!!!! Why is that MSN icon STARING at meeeeeee???!!! I know the person (see? I never state the gender but I’m sooo not a lesbian so now it’s pretty obvious) is online right now. Yupps. And I can still imagine the convo icon popping out and the person’s nick appear. Hahas. I also can memorise the nick okay… It’s…oops. My lips are sealed. XD lalala. So now I shall make the icon disappear from mah sight. Hiaz I feel mean-ish. OH YES. Remember my previous post? IT’S A STORY LAR… Yupps. I have the concept of forcing the past into fiction. Yes. Hey just DON’T take that as a hint, too, k? Yay… :/ It’s 9.50pm now. I should be a good girl to take initiative to clear my pile of homework but…I’m here typing…looking like I’m hardworking. LOL. Hey I think I should cut off my post here… I think blogspot cannot support so muchie le. Okie. It’s NOT goodbye. It’s I’ll type another post…Byeeee! Miss me! Hahas. Haiz why I so thick skinned??? Anyways lar. Gtg!

Aha...

2006-11-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

Hello again…hehe… Well well well… I’m STILL using Microsoft Word to type this…lame…pathetic…hor… XD that little bobbing MSN icon is STILL staring at me!!! So that’s a good thing or not??? Number 1… I’m STILL missing this…err, stop Hannah. Number 2… It’s suuuperr tempting. Yuppz.. But its 1.36pm now so I predict the person isn’t online. Kawaka. I’m listening to Ye Qu right now lo… It’s super nice! I like the way Jay Chou sings the chorus. Oh! And you know the music video for Ye Qu that Jay Chou starred in? It’s about this guy’s (jay) dead girlfriend. Sad. And he went to visit her grave and remembers the happy times they once shared in the park during e. But I also came across this REAL LIFE picture of Jay Chou and Patty Hou snuggling up toone winter. And his (once alive) girlfriend was snuggling up to him!!! Ahh!!! Good for her lo… Heehee… Ya la ya la I LITTLE BIT jealous okaeeeee??? Hahas. Anyways it was just a music video and they were just ACTING. So ther each other also in the newspaper. I was soooo shocked de! I wanted to scream! Ha-ha. Then my maid still come poke fun at mee… :’( Aye…a lot people bully me one larhx. Used to it can already.

there was once...

2006-10-29T01:30:00.001-08:00

there was this guy that i had a crush on once. we were jay chou fanatics. and he would always say: "eh hannah, open the zhou lie lun song leh. i want to sing. the jian dan ai one..." looking back, i realised i treasured every single moment there was. I never wanted the song to end. And when there were times when we met, we just didn't know what to say. Sometimes it was just Jay this Jay that. Ask how i got "crazy" over Jay. Well, it all started with him. I remembered that he babbled something about Jay Chou once. So i got curious and ask ed myself if jay chou's music was that good. Weirdly, I was once a mini critic of Jay Chou. Haha! Seriously! So i asked my kind friends (two if them) if they could lend me any of their Jay Chou cds. Crystal (a big jay fan in my primary school) lent me her Incomparable Jay concert cd and Abigail lent me this cd which had "Qing Tian" in it. Sadly, i do not remember the cd's title. The moment i listened to "Qing Tian", i fell "in love" with it. I memorised it within a matter of less than a week. Coincidentally, he (the guy i crushed on) had the same album too. So we got all familiar with the tracks and had similar favourites and we could remember every single track number and match it with the song title. We had great fun on the phone just listening together. His voice was really nice. (though it wasn't powerhouse vocals). :) magical. Hahas. Those days lasted only for...i guess...a month? Then there was this girl. Then he diverted to J-pop and then Techno music. He was a great anime fan too. Inuyasha. J-Pop, Anime, Techno filled his mind. And the story of us, listening and singing Jay Chou songs together are gone. We decided to even go to the next Jay Chou concert together. Now, my dreams of that are dashed. My dreams of me singing a duet with him are also now dashed. Now i guess you know why duets has so much of a sentimental value to me. Now as i face J-Pop, anime, and techno music fans, my heart aches.

there was once...

2006-10-29T01:30:00.000-08:00

Bummer

2006-10-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

I’m writing this on the 22 of Oct. For those u usually visit my blog, I’m sorry for not ‘obediently’ updating it. Ey! My bro disturbing me now!!!! ARGHHHHH…….. First he attempts to climb the table. Then he attacks the mouse. Which altogether irritates mua. Hmph. And I AM THE ONE HU GETS THE BLAME INSTEAD from the “Athorities” at home. Maaaannnnn. I miss the Internet and I miss MSN toooooooo…Hehehe…. *dreams of happy times on MSN…* errrrrr…Sorry! Okay Hannah focus! Nyahaha. Anw I just heard a bad news so suddenly I feel down. That poor boy… OK! NOW CONCENTRATE ON THIS! Hmph. Yes. I’m listening to Wang Lee Hong. Hahas. It’s nice nice kkayyys! But Jay still lagi best! Whoo! Lee Hong is cool. He’s ABC (American-Born Chinese) kool! Hahas. He shuai+his voice is unique too. When he sang…Wei Yi / Kiss Goodbye, his voice was kindda shaky. It’s like he’s trembling or he was on the verge of tears. Hmm…Maybe. Maybe. Well. I have English homework even after receiving mah exam results de lehh!!! Bummer. Like, I want to have FUN! I duun wanna bury mah head in yet another 8 assignments. Of which, to date, I’ve only done 2. TWO!!! And the dateline is in 3 days’ time. I’m so not happy. Well. Life’s like that. Ooh now I’m not even sure if I can go fer the young teens “Camp” thang. I was Totally psyched about it at first. But I have decided to be nice *smirks* and attend mah lil’ bro’s graduation ceremony. AND on the next morning, I’m having Piano theory Exam. BUMMERRRRRRR!!! Haiz. I was PROMISED an attendance to the Young Teens thang but now…I guess I can’t, honeys. I’m was fumed when I heard abt the theory thang. So totally unfair, people! Fussed. Well, I nid to go and do other stuff on the Internet now. Cyaaaaaaaaa… :D bee Happie

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here i am...

2006-10-17T05:34:00.000-07:00

here i am. so. due to the kind (and not so kind) requests, I hereby finally decide to update my blog! Hahas..well i am experiencing technical difficulties with my tagboard. Uhh...i dunno if u good peeps out there slouch about that either. Fret. Hahas. What i am doing now? Currently IM-ing Mr Vincent(hahas) or maybe the...okie shall stop lest i get it bad. Hahas. And why does Yiling (Miss Go-To-The-Loo-Ever-So-Often-To-Escape) unceasingly questions me about my Love Life? Uhhh...cuz i dunno! Sigh...life is really like...[a dead rose]...Yeah...Hahas. Oh my bro is watching High School Musical. I mean, my bro watched it like a gazillion times la! Not boring mehh?? Sigh...Do u know that i loooooooooove duets?!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!! Be it in forms in singing or dancing or listening...It just sets my heart racing! ~~~ shall come bak...i'm almost breaking out in hyper-ventilation

randomnisation

2006-10-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

Hey dudes and dudettes out there! wahaha. Yeah. School's OUT! well er...not really. Uh. Just two days out. Yaye. Anw, it's me mommie's bdae todae. So. Here I am, Slackin away. Fun eh? Geez i feel like sumthing's amiss de. Like, suddenly there's nuttin ta do. Then I just stare at mah tablet day and nite. Uh! Young Teens has this little competition where there are 3 not-so-little groups. I'm in [Genesis] where Tim Foong is e leader. And there are 2 other groups, [Prophets] and [Numbers]. Arhgh!!! Numbers is like leading by a gazillion pts where my group, Genesis, is mid-fielding and Prophet are pathetically laggin behind. Poor thing. That's Alister's and Yiling's grp anw. But they're catching up abd my grp is only inching ahead! This might sound lame but the prize that the winning grp gets is CASH. yeah. for the bbq nite. Ooh we're having BBQ at West Coast Park. yay. i'll shall conquer the pyramid once again. Whee! But sad cuz m bro's having his graduation that nite too. And i dun wanna disappoint him. Shall see. Still pondering... Well... i shall stop here...shall cum bak tmrw. Chaoz!!!

muggin

2006-10-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

i hate to mug. really. Geog takes up soooooo many time and i can't memorise ANYTHING! if u ask me now...i can only produce an answer for "what is a meander"? :( Anyways. i only have a math paper to go on MOnday then i'm FREEEEEEEEEEE from mugging!!!! hahas. well. i got no confidence, i tell u, in my examinations. I duno why. Perople try to help me but hey, i dun absorb anything. It's not that i dun try but i can't help but lack confidence. Let's change this to a more interesting subject now, shall we? hahas. okay. If u make reference to my tagboard, u will see Wanxian in denial and Wen(some ACSI softballer) trying to tell stuff about Wanxian and Brendan (maping) being together. Get some spice? Now, Wen said that Maping and Wanxian are really sweet together! Wakakaka! It's not THAT hard to believe tho but it can happen! hahas interesting, isn't it? should i spyyy? Hey but i feel eevill doing that man...it's like...Invasion. Yep. Literally. Anw, i got to go now and uh...mug. Then i'll head to YF and do singspiration. Btw...i'm not so sure but i hope i dun get a nervous breakdown. We'll see then! Till then (specifically, on Mon 9/10/2006)! [See those pics up there? er...well...u get the picture for those who were told a 'nice' story by *ahem* mua]

bored...

2006-09-28T20:35:00.000-07:00

hello! hahas. i'm in the comp lab now! hahas watching this crappy love video now...so farni! hahas hope it gets loaded into youtube...anyways...if u guyz are free then go youtube and type out "lang man shou ji" kk? hahas! Very...er...er...nice. Yah! nice! yeah thats the word i guess... XD hmm...people are cringing now...Hahas romeo and juliet. hahas i just shouted 'Encore!' It's freakin nice and farrrrnnniiii! it was done by Windows movie maker. POwer! Er...that was lame yar. Nyahahas. I dono why but i'm feeling jittery and anoxious to check out my tagboard! So....chaoz!!!

2006-09-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

it's true that i have not had the time to update my bloggie for quite a long time...hmm...anyways i just came bak from yf! So fun today but the ______ had to ruin it. He's freaky! (erms vincent i think u noe hu im tokking abt then) Well well well what else can i say? Hmm...oh yeah! That Yiling so weird! Ahem! I was just tring to listen to my Qian Li Zhi Wai lo...and vincent had it in his mp3...then she da zui da say that Vince and i look like couple lo...not fair...NOT FAIR! why are there mean ppl in the world??????? aahh! hmm...this is fun man...like writing on and on...hahas! Miss my blog! And my school block Blogger and the internet in sch is not even working properly lar! So can't go msn aniwaes...Shad shad la...well just gotta stick with it...And yay!!! Tomorrow got free lunch in church! So happy! Then can eat and crap-a-doodle at the same time! Oh yeah. And i got to go and promote to Young Teens tomorrow abt YF Camp. Shud be fun larhx. Like Brendan said that we have to do it personally leii...man i gtg now...cya!

i <3 McFly

2006-08-18T22:14:00.000-07:00

hahas i'm listen to rock and roll now...well, to be exact, it's McFly! Hahas...5 colours in her hair! Heard of it? I hink McFly rocks! They're a g'dol Teenage sensation band! I love their songs man! Actually i fell in looove wif their songs and the band when i heard "It's All About You"...i wish sm1 wld dedicate tt song to me OVER Yes 9.33. Yes. Sure it's a chinese radio station but wouldn't it be nice if sm1 actually WROTE IN and DEDICATE the song for me? oh oh oh i wun mind Jesse McCartney too! Haahs...shall listen to my Radio BLog Club playlist of Jesse and McFly all over again then...And i've never tot Azae(oops oni Tong Yi calls her tt but i'm used to it now...sorry zae~) wld noe McFly and actually recognise their voices barhs! Now listening "Obviously"...hmm obviously by McFly too! nyahahaha...feel Eviiiill...oh well!Hahas just now Jessie,Myself,Julienne and some other crazy ppl wer in the canteen and we were playin the "The Trust Game" game...Haha i hope you noe how it goes ya? But Leong Qiqi doesn't so nvm. I mean you're supposed to lift your feet OFF da floor and fall right through VERTICALLY but nooooo, QiQi din larhx. She just plastacined herself andoops

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2006-08-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

haiz haiz haiz!!! I'm really really stressed right now maan!!! Anyways, i'm still working on my new blog! A blogspot one! Hahas! Hmm...i like tt one cuz i can get a blogskin! And a tagboard. Argh! That capslock thang on this keyboard is irritato sia! Hmph. Azae(oops can't call her tt animore but wth) is 2 seats away fr mee...& we're acting weird.~By the way, my Chinese Common Test. Hahas! ooo i can't wait till my new blog is done\Haix there's this crazy gal behind me. She's called Karmal. HAHA. And i loooove azalea's skin. Aiyah ix so popular la in blogskins.com! Nvm. Haiz. Suddenly i have the urge to know wad 'saddistic' means...~i feel so evil cuz i have not updated this poor dying blog in weeks! Oni tag...haiz. Nvm ouh during CME i found out tt my stress level is really high! Gosh! like...yeah! Jus high! I need counselling barhx..according to the book...okie! guess i gtg now!

2006-08-17T03:40:00.000-07:00

hello hello...sigh...can'tseem tofind the way to post me info on blog...Azzie!!! Jiu Wo!!!hahas...anw i LOOOOOVEthis blogskin yaaa!!! oooooyesh!!! soo meaningful!Whoo i received me Geog common test results todae...A2!!! hahas...71.25marksto be exact, darlingS...SighSigh Sigh some more about my Math common test.haiz. I failed like mad.haiz. Was super-uper stressed when i got home. Iwas sore afraid ofDaddy. Haiz.Daddy tot me linear graph the night beforeand I stilldidn't do a decent workwith linear graph question. Well Iattempted butgot it awwfully wrong. It was aridiculous answer i gave.Haiz. Becauseof the linear graph questionS and ageometry question (dumbcarelessmistake i got there), I lost 13 marks. If not,I'll get 27/40.Well,it'll be 67.5% and a B3. It'll be TOTALLY awesome thing toget a B forMath!!! Haiz...I failed Math common test so it's F9...Well i'll justneed anextra 'oomph' rightie? Hahas. Well. @ least PBL is finally over.Justthepresentation left. The problem we have now is to stop Mr Hofrom nagging @us (tho we appreciate his help). So.er where was i? Oh yes. We just have to get Lynette to pronounce'deo-do-ri-zers' properlyand makesure everyone's present on that day.Which reminds me that...ohdear oh dearIT'S TOMORROW!!! Argh!!! Wellnext year i'm gonna do PBL withhard andsmart-working people then. This i promise myself. *smiles* So i have to fostergood alliances with those tech-savvy and smarty-pantz peoplestarting tomorrow.Shall

2006-08-02T05:09:00.000-07:00

haiz haiz haiz!!! I'm really really
stressed right now maan!!! Gosh...but @ least todae no softball rightie? Suppose
to have self training de...but i guess...no one's training right now! Warh
somemore Yee Shang(one of the Top 15...also a softball addict...) oso walk into
the comp lab barhx. Anyways, i'm still working on my new blog! A blogspot one!
Hahas! Hmm...i like tt one cuz i can get a blogskin! And a tagboard. Argh! That
capslock thang on this keyboard is irritato sia! Hmph. Azae(oops can't call her
tt animore but wth) is 2 seats away fr mee...& we're acting weird.~By the
way, my Chinese Common Test just ended and Amanda KHOO went to my blog. Yep. In
front of me. Bt nvm. I was the one hu typed the password down for her so she
doesn't know larhx. Hahas! ooo i can't wait till my new blog is done!!!
Haix there's this crazy gal behind me. She's called Karmal.
HAHA. And i loooove azalea's skin. Aiyah ix so popular la in blogskins.com! Nvm.
Haiz. Suddenly i have the urge to know wad 'saddistic' means...~i feel so evil
cuz i have not updated this poor dying blog in weeks! Oni tag...haiz. Nvm.~LET
ME BE HAPPIER!!! okie...here goes!~I'M OFFICIALLY IN BRENDAN'S GROUP FOR YF!!! ahem so i'm an official VINER. >.<>chaoz!

2006-07-16T03:13:00.001-07:00

someone's behind me....oh no...there aint...hahas! hmm hmm..den i got guilty conscience lar...still searching for blogskins...how i wish i cld make one....mm...exotic! i listening to "qing tian"....very meaningful...Hey i find Jay Chou's songs super meaningful one... And it applies to me to.

2006-07-16T03:13:00.000-07:00

2006-07-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

hey just testing